Happy Birthday My Little Zara.

Dear Baby Girl,

I used always to call you baby even you have a beautiful name Zara.

Today you are one year old. It’s hard to believe one year ago daddy and I were waiting [not so] patiently for your arrival.

However, you took your time…And then you caused me a GREAT PAIN. But I would do it 1,000 times over to relive the moment I got to meet you…It was the most unbelievable feeling when you and I finally got to look at each other. I remember mentally whispering to Allah thanks for sending me an angel.

When we brought you home from the hospital, daddy and I would playfully fight over who got to hold you. We both wanted you in our arms every second of the day and loved the feeling of your soft cheeks as we rocked you and covered you with kisses before bedtime.

You caused me troubles as I learned to nurse you. But you persisted and didn't let me give up and eventually we became a great team. I miss those days of providing your only source of nourishment. Those were our special moments together.

You and daddy also have your special moments. You are definitely a daddy’s girl and it fills me with immense joy when I see you two caught up in your own little world of giggles and snuggles.

During this year, your personality has been forming. We know of a few things so far:

• You are very laid back and don’t let things bother you. But, when you don’t like something, you let us (and our neighbors) know.
• You are a chatterbox and have made noise since day one. We can’t wait for the day when you start saying things other than ‘dada’ and ‘mamma’ so you can tell us what’s really on your mind.
• You are welcoming. I’ll never forget when the Atuk who we are not always went back to Johor asked to hold you. I thought it was slightly bizarre, but you just looked into her eyes and smiled. I think you made him happy.Seriously.
• You’re independent and easily amused. Some of your favorite “toys” are shredded paper, straws and napkins, which you could play with for hours…just be careful because you are further convincing daddy that babies don’t need toys.

Since the day we saw your little heart flutter inside me, you have brought great joy to our lives. Thank you for helping me to learn from you and deepen my love for daddy in the process.

Cheers to you, baby girl, on your first big day. May the year ahead be one filled with wonderment, learning, exploring, and having fun on this life’s amazing journey. We encourage you to find your way, but please know daddy and I will be there to catch you when you FALL.

Love you,

zara kuyush,kantik,baik n putih...

Kisses,

Mommy~

*DOB 28.06.2012*

*Zara Birthday Celebration*

*24.08.2013*

Breastfeeding pon nak jadi HAL!!

It’s quite a long time that I’ve not updated this blog.

After zara was born, I am facing a challenging world. Being a wife,mommy,online businesswoman and as a account exec who are facing closing accounts period was a tough time for me. YES.I REPEAT TOUGH TIME. haiih, If ingat2 balik, mcm mane la…dgn si kecil. Rumah tunggang langgang. Pinggan 2hr lepas still kat sinki, dgn closing accounts which is dateline was every 3^rd of the month. Dan2 tu la, semua department nk longgok kerja atas meja aku, dan2 tu la sume invoice nak kene revised. Dan2 tu la, sume CN  DN nk kene issued. Memang menguji kesabaran betul.

Baru2 ni, to be exact semalam la, 1 of my friend ade post 1blog pasal betapa menyampahnya dia dengan mommy2 yang fully breastfeed (bf) baby2 diorang.

Dia kata dia menyampah dengan orang2 yang terlalu fanatic dgn bg susu badan kat anak. Dia bilang, ingat bg anak susu fm  tak baguih? Abis kalau t***k aku xdak susu anak aku melalak2 aku nk sumbat apa? Sumbat ayaq kosong?IF sungguhla, susu ibu tuh baguih, abes hang ingt nnti dh besar dia takdapat kanser?’’cenggitula ayat dia lebih kURang.mmg ada mcm takpasal di situ ye,Maybe owner tu org utagha agaknye…

Kadang2, bile bende kecik ditambah dgn cemburu ataupun ade sifat dengki ha, cm tuhla jadi dia… Engkau klu dh takde susu, diam2 sudahla…muhasabah dirila… Mungkin kelebihan tiada di situ. Mgkin ditempat lain.  Jadi ape nak kesah, yang iklan pasal breastfeeding pasal kebaikan susu ibu, bukan nya nk kondem ke Apa..cuba positif kan diri. Iklan2 tuh semua, untuk create awareness ttg breastfeeding, kebaikan breastfeeding pada ibu2 yang akan bersalin, atau untuk bg semangat pd ibu2 yang breastfeed serta nk expose info2 berguna.. Kalau takde kaitan dgn kau yang bagi anak susu FM buat bodo sudah.Takpayah nk maki2 ke ape ke.. Iklan2 breastfeeding ade ke mengecam kau yang bg anak susu FM? Takde kan, yang kau terasa sangat apehall??Mungkin sekrang kau xde susu, mgkin anak ke 2, 3,4 kau amik info2 yang ada tuk generate susu kau tu. SEKRANG ni takde istilah, TAKDE SUSU. ADA.CUMA NAK ATAU TAKNAK JE.

EH, EH apesal aku ter marah lak ni.HAHAHA.

Mula2 aku bersalin, masuk hari ke 21, aku mula2 terpikir nak ajar ZARA minum susu FM. Sebab ape? Semua orang dlm family, xkirala family kecik atau besar awal2 dh ajar anak minum susu FM. Tapi, dr hari ke hari takjuga beli susunya. Lepas tu, teringat ade sorg kawan cakap, ‘ain, klu ko nak kurus, ko kene fully breastfeed baby’… Lepas tu try la pm dia kat facebook, mcm mane eh klu nk fully bf?dh nk naik keje ni. Brg sume takde, yg ade pam PUREEN je, pam pertama tu.Bunyi pam tuh, satu kampong leh dgr.hehehe. Dia kata, aku ni xdelah banyak ilmu sangat ko try join group KIM dlm facebook dlm tu mcm2 info ada.

Then join group tu. Betul, dgn group tu aku belajar banyak benda. Dengan group tu jugak, aku tahu mcm mane nk handle susu. Mcm mane nk bg banyak susu, cara2 nk keep stock, cara2 mcm mane if susu drop. Macam2 la. TERLALU BANYAK INFO. Aku belajar bagi anak susu badan hanya dr group tu.SUMPAH. mak aku pon taktau pasal semua2 ni.adik beradik aku semua nye minum susu tepung, takde sorg pon fully bf. Sedara mara, semuanye campur. Sampai zara time tuh 4bulan, ade sorg sepupu cakap, ‘eh kau tak campur susu lagi?ko ni ajarlah dia, senang sikit.’ Time, tu aku takmarah pon sbb aku faham. Mgkin dia taktau ape2 mcm mane nk bg anak isap susu badan shj. Aku diam jela.

Motif aku cite ni, sbb nk bgth, even aku takpernah diexpose pon pasal breastfeed ni sama ada keluarga, kawan2 takde. Yang aku belajar dr group fb ni la. Boleh je bg yang terbaik untutk anak, time tu br tersedar, sebenarnye niat kene betul, jgn breastfeed anak sebab nk kurus. Breastfeed anak sbb nakkan yang terbaik tuk dia, Breastfeed anak sbb kelebihan breastfeed lebih banyak dr tak breastfeed.Aku ade jumpa satu article juga yang cakap, orang yang bg breastfeed ni takde duit nk beli susu. Time tu mmg rasa marah, sbb sedih dgn pemikiran yang sgt  low ni. Siapa kata org bf takde duit? ingat pam yg beli nk pam susu tuh murah? Mahal tau x? accessories botol, bag pam, cooler bag, icepack sume tuh takyah kira?botol nk simpan susu tu je 3 botol je dh bape hengget.

So, sekrang antara nak atau tak je. Kalau taktahu tanye, google, jgn malas.Takkan semua benda nk suap. Banyak cantik muka kau. Belajarla. Aku dulu takpenah org ajar pon. AKu belajar dr google.Ha, ape ada hal. NAK KE TAKNAK.

Breastfeeding ade up and down. NAK2 klu org mcm aku, buat susu pam arini, untuk zara minum esok, klu pam arini 4botol, esok zara takminum lah jawabnye. Yela, sehari dia minum 7botol. So hari2 kene make sure yang pam mesti kene ade 7botol, xkira la, bgn kul 3, 5pagi mesti kene ada 7botol. So, bile susu tgh drop, mcm mane? Hah kene pandai2 la google, ade sampai aku mintak cuti kot semata2 nk wat stock susu punye pasal. Anak nye hal, sanggup burn cuti.

Semenjak dari tu, bila ada je kawan2 bersalin, if diorang tanye2 aku ade lah selit2 how to do, what to do, if pasal susu2 ni. Tak salah kan kongsi ilmu, so then terpulang pada diorg la, nk teruskan breastfeed atau pun tak. Ank masing2, sukatilah.

Secara kesimpulannya, anak minum susu ape ke, tak menjadi msalah.itu hak masing2, yg si ibu bg fm jgn kondem ibu bg susu badan, dan begitulah sebaliknya. Yng penting niat, dah tahu kekurangan diri, muhasabah diri. Jangan cakap takguna otak. Bila dh maki, dh cakap macam2, pastu take down entry. WHATTTT??? Gila loser perangai kau cenggini.Berani cakap berani tanggungla. Blog URBAN ape ntah, tapi kampong gila pemikiran kau. Nama sama mcm wanita agung di zaman rasul,, TApi kata2 kau maki-maki tuh sume takpadan langsung dgn nama kau yang indah tu. Nama baik, sikap pon kene baik jugak. Matang sikit, dh ada anak pon. Pakai otakla weh.

OKBYE.